My goodness I did not realize it has been 10 days since I last posted.
I am recovered from being sick, and am going full speed ahead once again.
Today is fathers day, so i gave hubby a really nice special BJ this morning ... real slow, real erotic etc., just the way he likes... swallowed and licked up every drop .. he was real happy..
i have written about bj's before on here ... its not the most pleasant thing, but ladies let me tell you ... if you become proficient at the art... you can get anything you want from any man you meet :)
thats not to say ive given them to strangers etc, or to bribe people .. but it sure works on my husband. .. .and one or two others

Im real paranoid about my real life identiy, so im not even going to say if he is a father or not :) ...

one fantasy of mine has been to meet someone that ive never met before, and have sex with him ... with hubby watching and or participating of course :)
not sure i will ever do it though, its just kind of awkward and that would be a really slutty thing to do ... maybe even too slutty for me. so maybe it will always be just that, a fantasy

we did come close one time .. we were at a hotel out of town...and in the bar that night..
they had dancing and this guy asked me to dance... i did of course, .. at the moment hubby had gone to the bathroom .
so i danced and talked with this guy. he seemed nice and looked nice..
he was making a lot of passes, feeling me up even, or at least tring to... when we slow danced he put his hand on my butt and squeezed it .. he put his hand on my thigh a couple of times ... there was not much subtlety going on ...
he was flirting heaviliy i guess you would say..
and i was flirting back..

ill admit to teasing and responding to every advance .. especially the verbal ones.
now he knew i was married, ... i had mentioned it .. of course my hubby was not in sight, so he may have thought he wasnt there..

after a few drinks, several dances and several verbal and physical advances, he did ask me if i would go to his room with him ... to look at his stamp collection i guess :) :)
not sure how he thought it would work, but he was expecting me to do this without hubbys knowledge.
now i wll tell you that my hubby loves to watch me flirt and so forth, so he was hanging back in the shadows enjoying every minute of this guy trying to seduce me.

had i wanted to bed this gentleman, hubby would have allowed it, watched it and loved it ...
well actually i did decide that i could fulfill that fantasy at this time, and after having had 4-5 nice mixed drinks ... i was not exactly thinking as clearly as i should perhaps..

but we went to a booth and chatted a bit, and he again asked me to meet him later in his room ... i told him that i always practice safe sex and asked if he did as well. he said he did.

so he was pretty excited at this time ... eager would be putting it mildly, i was gettng excited myself .. the alcohol helped a lot with that, and he really was nice .. i also enjoyed taking glances over at hubby occasionally and enjoyed him watching the spectacle.

he moved around beside me, kissed me on the mouth

but it was a nice soft kiss .. he put his hand on my thigh and was headed for the promised land .. i spread my legs a bit to accomodate his advance.
then i stopped him and told him i had to tell him something.

i told him i was willing to have sex with him, but it would have to be my room... he was cool to that point. i told him he had to use a rubber for both sex and oral ... and no anal ... still cool...
then i showed him hubby who was sitting a few tables away, and told him it would be a threesome....

i might have just as well poured a bucket of cold water on him .. ive never seen anyone cool to sex so fast ..
i told him that they could take turns and he would not have to touch hubby at all .. but that didnt help ... i even said we could just let hubby watch and not participate ...
he would have been happy to fuck me, but not with my husband watching ... said he just could not handle it.
he asked again if we could do it privately... with no hubby.
i said no.. so that was that.

by this time i was very horny, and a bit disappointed ... after havin been seduced ,. not getting it...
so hubby and i went back to our room and had great sex ..
by the time we got ot the room, i was already wet "down there" and ready to roll.. hubby was too, so it was great ..

just think what that poor guy missed out on

peace
jana